Haggard-ass Paul

Wow, im amazed to see that people still post on here, and that i still have a lot of people on my friends list that I havent talked to in a really long time. I guess I'll actually post something for old times sake.

So I have a 2 year old son named Everson, and he's really fucking cute. His mother and I have been together for 2 years also, untill recently she decided to break it off and we are no longer together. If things progress as they are I'll be moving to back to New Smyrna at hte end of this month for lack of a better place to go. A friend has offered for me to stay with her at little or no cost untill I can get a job. I did everything I could to try and stay with Sam, but I guess she just wants different things than I do, history repeats itself. Nothing has really changed otherwise, although i'm not as out-going as I use to be. I'm actually kinda looking forward to having a life again, and going back to the way I use to be. I've distanced myself from all my friends for a long time, and tried to just be a good father and boyfriend. But I'm hoping to become more like I was in the past, very social and easy to get along with, if not a bit less down on life.

Reading my old entrys I realize I use to be very depressed all the time, and based my life mostly on what girl I was seeing that week. I'm hoping I dont fall back into my old ways, though just getting out of the longest relationship of my life has left me feeling a bit alone. Perhaps I'll just try focusing more on my own life, and becoming a better person, than all the others around me instead.

I know I have ignored all those who considered themselves to be my friends, and I really regret that. Maybe friends is all I truely need to be happy again, though it may take some time to amass the amount I use to have. But I have nothing but time on my hands now, so i'm sure it wont be a problem.

Just keeping it real yo

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Today I got an '84 Black Camaro, with a 350 V8 engine, for $900.

Ah the Sci Fi channel has come back into my life with a vengence. Somehow I turned it on just in time to see, "The Amazing Screw On Head", my new favorite show. Chock full of Crazy zombie people, a robotic detachable head, and Abe Lincoln. Also they now have a show called EurEka, one of the smartest and inventive shows i've ever seen. Now I remember why I like tv more than actual people most of the time...

I was at the show tonight, and my front tooth was knocked loose. Please, by count of votes, who would think less of me if it fell out....I feel really bad about this, because, besides my eyes, my teeth are the only things i have going for me....

So I got so wasted on my birthday, I went into work the next day and Ralph sent me home because I was puking in the trashcan in the kitchen. I really thought i was fired but he came by today and said to take the day off and just come in tomorrow. So I get two days off for being irresponsible. I dont remember anything from by birthday night after the strip club, but I woke up and my bed was covered with sand and I had no idea why.

In better news hopefully im getting a tight ass car, Mercury cougar, for only $700, cheaper than my shit truck. Its fucking boring here all day, and i havent smoked in like 2 weeks.

Happy birfday nigger.

Downloaded Clerks 2, Its pretty good, but could have been better. Kevin smith isnt exactly the genius i remember from when i was a kid....

Well, its been less than a month, and my trucks dead. I had a really good night too. Somehow wound up about 4 miles out past 95 on us1, had to walk back, walked all the way to airport road. Had to call a cab and that shit was still almost $20.

The Ghetto Sled is dead. R.I.P.

My first great traffic moment. There was just the hottest girl next to me at a light, digging in her nose like she was alone in the desert. And this guy on the other side of her was looking too and we just sat there laughing at her.

I've been driving around looking for something to do all day..nothing. Though I did go to amys, forgeting shes in paris, and 3 hott ass half naked girls were laying out by the pool. "You can stay, and swim too if you like." Of course im bitch and was just like, "no, but thanks for the offer."

( Late night madness. )

Mike comes over, lets jack up your truck and take it off low profile, for no reason of course. And now its sitting out there in the middle of the driveway on some tires till tomorrow.

Bought a truck, $900. Broke, need insurance. Its tight though.

I went to sleep at 12 lastnight and woke up like 5 minutes ago..fuckkk.

I tried not to care, but this time the "delete from friends" button was too tempting. Sneaks into my brain at every turn, havent felt this fucked over in a while. Slowly things change, and order is restored one again..

Come to pizzanos, free slices, and maybe whatever you want, all day. Granada and nova, next to big lots..

*Note to self*

Quit life.

Noone misses you, they dont care, get over yourself.

Happy pwnage day hobo.

Life is so boring im now working an extra two hours a day, and not getting a day off this week. Nothing at all to do but work..pretty sad.

Waiting is funny as shit, and we all know how funny poo can be.

Ever think of all the people you know that you use to be able to make happy without even trying, and now that you arent as important the fact that you actually care about their feelings isnt such a big deal.

Sorry im not a hott boy in a band...thats always been a problem for me.

Anyone maybe wanna take the trip to see Superman in 3d at Imax on the 26th?

I seem to pwn myself at least once a day. I should be locked away in a room somewhere.